It has been a couple of weeks of procrastination and feeling very unmotivated but I am back and feeling really good about it.
I still struggle with my choice in focus. I don't really push myself out of my comfort zone and I tend to drag my feet when being pushed out of it. I had been sitting in a really comfortable zone for me for days when my dear friend Jesse, pushed me right out of it. That isn't to say that I was the happiest person in the world with him, because I wasn't. But it was one of those necessary kicks.
This morning was an absolute circus. Alarm went off at 6:20 am and I chose to ignore it. Didn't get up til 6:45 left the apartment late, without a jacket, I had no gas, I froze the windshields in an attempt to clean it, twice, and it just went on from there. However, today I am choosing to focus on God and so its been a really funny day for me. Without my Focus on Him, I would be in a horrible mood over all that went wrong this morning. But what would that accomplish other than to give power to the enemy? Enough of that already! He has taken enough of my peace of mind and that is as much as I am willing to give him!
For those who know me well, you know how much I am always talking about people and their choices. I am always ranting about good choices, bad choices and the consequences of our choices and yet lately, I have chosen to be less than who God has called me to be. So shame on me for forgetting that I am a child of God. A daughter of the Almighty Father and someone who shows the world who her Daddy is by her actions and choices.
I am back on track now. Closer than ever to His heart because there is no better place in the world to be. And people, please realize that I am not preaching religion. It is never about religion, but about a relationship with Jesus, God and The Holy Spirit. Much like you and I talk and tell each other everything, talk to Him before bed tonight and surrender it all. All your thoughts and needs and desires and troubles. Just hand them over! I have done it the worldly way, fighting, stressing, obsessing about the money and the bills and the traffic, its exhausting! And I have done it His way and His way is just the only way that truly makes sense, where you truly find peace. I wasn't put on earth to suffer, struggle and be miserable. That was never God's plan for His people. That is not why He put us on earth. His plan for you is so much bigger than anything you can possibly imagine for yourself.
Trust in Him.... What do you have to loose? Give Him a chance?
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