I am a 30 yr. old believer of God, Jesus & the Holy Spirit.
I am a stay at home wife to a wonderful husband, mother of 2 adorable kids & 3 playful Pit Bulls. Together, the 6 of them along w our 4 cats keep my days busy. Yes, you read that; right 3 dogs & 4 cats. My kids are trying to turn the apt into a small shelter lol
I have recently [as of January 8th] decided that I needed to hand my life over to God. It was without a doubt the easiest decision that I have ever made... and also the best!!! Life is just so much better in ways that don't often make sense. The problems have not disappeared from my life; I am just better able to handle them because I know that God is handling them for me. Not with me but for me.
A couple months ago, something as simple as sleeping was just out of my reach. The nightmares were never ending and because of them I had cut myself off from just about every person I could. New friends were not to be trusted because night after night, they tried to kill me in the nightmares that kept me up most of the nights and after a couple of sleepless weeks I reached my breaking point. It was at this point of desperation [and because God told me too] that I reached out to a friend, who at the time wasn't a friend, and he was very helpful in making me realize what I now know to be true. God loves me and He wants so much to see me happy.
It’s not about how much time and effort and work we put into being religious but about making time for Him and including Him in our everyday life. He enjoys doing things with us. He makes the good days great and He takes away our bad days. I have found strength in Him, because I have learned that it is by His strength and His grace that I accomplish it all. In other words, I have simply surrendered things over to God.
But don't let me get ahead of myself. This is just an introduction of who I am. Through this journal, I plan to share my journey with you all. I plan to take you through what is was and what it has become. I hope you stick around to read it. Maybe we can help each other through it all. Or maybe you can simply find what has been missing all along. <3
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